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Hey everyone! It's meeh JLaLa hitting with
you with second part of my story! First off
I wanna say hello and give my love to my
two dear little sisters, Meriellen5 and
Midnight2050! Also to my mentors who know
who they are and to any other fellow moonies
that are out there. A speical wassup to 
eveyone on my mailing list. Hola Chicas!
Bonjour mon amies!

**********=This means JLaLa doesn't own
Sailormoon.

' '=thinking

PG-13 <//~~~~~The rating!


Are those your eyes, is that your smile 
I've been lookin' at you forever 
But I never saw you before 
Are these your hands holdin' mine 
Now I wonder how I could of been so blind 

For the first time I am looking in your eyes 
For the first time I'm seein' who you are 
I can't believe how much I see 
When you're lookin' back at me 
Now I understand why love is... 
Love is... for the first time...
 
Can this be real, can this be true 
Am I the person I was this morning 
And are you the same you 
It's all so strange how can it be 
All along this love was right in front of me 

For the first time I am looking in your eyes 
For the first time I'm seein' who you are 
I can't believe how much I see 
When you're lookin' back at me 
Now I understand why love is... 
Love is... for the first time... 

Such a long time ago 
I had given up on findin' this emotion... 
Ever again 
But you live with me now 
Yes I've found you some how 
And I've never been so sure 

And for the first time I am looking in your eyes 
For the first time I'm seein' who you are 
Can't believe how much I see 
When you're lookin' back at me 
Now I understand why love is... 
Love is... for the first time...
				-Sung by Kenny Loggins


There will be changes in this story.
Just be aware of that. Enjoy! :)


For The First Time (Part Two)
By: JLaLa (jlynpinay@aol.com)
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Mamoru thought that things couldn't get any worse. The girl that he 
once considered a sister had turned into the one girl he had been 
dreaming of all his life. Usagi thought of him as a brother thus 
giving him no chance of ever finding a way to her heart. Why was he 
thinking of this anyway? They were more like friends, amigos...if he 
just kept saying that maybe falling for one of his best friends 
wouldn't seem so bad. Face it. Usagi would never think of him that way.
He shouldn't think of her like that anyhow. Forget it, he wouldn't 
give it another thought. WRONG. Not if fate had anything to do with it.

The day started off fine. He had decided to take Usagi to the Arcade 
to introduce her to everyone. Things were going great until...
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"So do I look okay?" Usagi asked nervously as her and Mamoru walked
down the street. Mamoru look at her intently trying not to look TOO
obvious that he was gawking. She wore a white sundress that went above
her knees with a pair of sandals. A word came to his mind. GODDESS. 
Hell she'd look good in a potato bag. "Honestly Mamo-chan" She gave 
him a sweet smile.
"You look...nice", he said. If he said the truth then one out of two 
things might happen to him, one, she could burst out laughing at him 
and if that happened he bury himself in a hole and never come out or 
two, have her slap him thinking that he was pervert. He swore however 
that he saw a disappointed look in her eyes. 
"Thanks, you're not so bad yourself", she answered back and Usagi
blushed as she looked at him. She was blushing? Why was she blushing
over Mamo-chan? He was her brother and he thought nothing of her but
the sweet little blond kid he hung with. The thought made her hurt
somewhat. Suddenly a loud wolf whistle caught both their attentions.
"LOOKING GOOD! WOO-HOO!" Two construction workers yelled as Usagi
passed, both in admiration for her lovely legs. To them it almost 
made the job worthwhile. On the other hand Mamoru was NOT pleased. 
As she basked in the glow of their admiration. The green-eyed monster 
was peeking into the scene. "GIVE IT TO ME BABY!"
"LET'S GO!" Mamoru said all of sudden pushing Usagi out of their
view.
"What's wrong with you?!" Usagi ask angrily. She was just having
fun.
"They were coming on to you!" he answered. Who wouldn't however?
She was everything any man ever wanted and more. He had hoped that
he was the only one that saw her beauty. That to everyone else
she was just another sixteen-year-old. Some wishes DON'T come true.
"I'm a girl Mamo-chan! If you haven't noticed", Usagi said with a
bit of sadness in her voice. After all this time, he saw her as 
nothing but the girl he use to play in the sandbox all this time.
"I'm sorry Usako", Mamoru said apologizing. "I'm just trying to 
protect you" Her eyes softened for a moment and she smiled.
"It's ok"; she answered and took his arm. "For a moment I actually 
taught you were jealous"
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Entering the Arcade Usagi and Mamoru caught the attention of everyone
in the room. Perhaps it was the fact that they made such a striking
couple. Or maybe it was that half the room was Mamoru's fanclub and
the other half were guys lining up to talk to Usagi but whatever it
was they were pretty sure that everyone was staring. They walked
over to where Motoki's counter was and sat on the stool in front
him.
"And who is this gorgeous girl that I'm about to meet?" Motoki said 
as he lifted Usagi's hand to his lips. Sly dog. However if he kept
kissing her hand Motoki would be one other thing. A DEAD dog.
"Motoki Furuhata meet Usagi Tsukino" Mamoru introduced the two and
they shook hands. "We were childhood friends"
"Are you sure you were just friends?" Motoki asked and looked at 
Mamoru to see that his friend's eyes would not meet his. Perhaps there
was more truth to what he said. "Childhood sweethearts?" Mamoru looked
up and Usagi gazed into Mamoru's eyes for a moment, a smile to coming 
to her sweet face.
"Mamo-chan was...my first love", she said in a soft voice though her 
eyes had a joking merriment them. "Right Mamo-chan?" He smiled back
falling under her charming spell.
"Yeah..." he agreed quietly and for a moment they looked into each
other's eyes till Motoki let out a small cough. "Usako, why don't
you go try one of the games? Motoki will hook you up with some
coins" She stopped looking at Mamoru and turned to look at Motoki.
"Sure!" Motoki agreed and produced a few coins for Usagi. She was
then off in a skip. He turned to his friend as Mamoru watched Usagi.
"You're in love with her, aren't you?"
"NO WAY! SHE'S JUST A FRIEND!" Mamoru protested though he felt he
did it weakly. Motoki probably saw right through him. "Our families
have history together"
"Well good thing you don't like her caused there's practically a
LINE of guys waiting to talk to her", Motoki informed his friend.
Mamoru turned to see Usagi talking to a good-looking light haired
boy as he flirted with her. He felt like ripping the guy's arm off.
As Mamoru sat steaming at the guy, Motoki stood back and watch the
fun.
"So what are you watching?" A voice asked suddenly. Minako had entered
along with Rei, Makoto, and Ami. 
"We're watching Usagi, Mamoru's FRIEND", Motoki told his girlfriend
putting emphasis on the word friend.
"Hey she's talking to Takeo, he goes to our school, pretty cute don't 
you think?" Makoto asked as she sat down. "Seems like Takeo is going
in for the prey. That guy has been out with every pretty girl in our
school"
"Yup, I've gone out with him a few times", Minako said smugly. "Don't
worry Mamoru, the guy's a bore"
"Why should I worry? Usagi can go out with any guy she wants 
to", Mamoru declared not convincing anyone that he wasn't interested. 
They didn't wanna get him mad right now; he was like a bull ready to 
charge. Usagi walked away from the guy and over to the counter.
"Hi, I'm Minako, Motoki's girlfriend" Minako introduced herself and 
examining the girl at the same time. She seemed nice, very pretty
too. They could be twins! 
"Motoki, you're girlfriend's beautiful, I see why you wouldn't check
anyone else out", Usagi declared and smiled at Minako. "Nice to meet
you" The others introduced themselves and found themselves liking
the petite beauty that seemed to catch Mamoru's eye. Not like he
was gonna admit anyway. Mamoru seemed withdrawn angry and Usagi
noticed it. Her smile faded like a wilting flower.
"Mamo-chan, anything wrong?" she asked him and put a hand to
his shoulder.
"Nothing, I've gotta go", he said to her and quickly left the
Arcade. 
"Will you excuse me? I see you guys soon", she said as she rushed
after him. Outside she saw Mamoru walking slowly by himself, his
shoulders slumped sadly. "MAMORU!" She yelled as she caught up
with him. "What is going with you?"
"I don't like that guy Usagi. I think he's just using you 
for...something", he told her. Her eyebrows furrowed in anger.
"Had it ever occurred to you that some guy might actually like me?!", 
she asked him. "I'm not invisible to some guys Mamo-chan" Her eyes 
filled with tears.
"I want...." You. The word was at the point of coming out. "...you to 
pick a guy who can truly treat you right" They both looked at the 
ground in silence.
"I know", Usagi replied after awhile. "But you can't pick WHO I go out
with"
"FINE! I DON'T CARE WHO YOU GO OUT WITH!", He yelled at her.
"FINE! I DON'T CARE IF YOU CARE WHO I GO OUT WITH!", She responded and
looking at him with fire in her eyes. "I'll see you later MAMORU" Usagi

walked off angrily. What was wrong with him? It was her life and she
could date anyone she wanted. Deep in his heart, he wanted to be the
one she wanted. Times had changed. She wasn't the clingy little girl
with pigtails. She was a beautiful girl. A beautiful girl who he had
just YELLED at. He truly was an idiot.
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Mamoru sat glumly on the couch flipping through the channels of
parents'
television. He didn't feel like being bummed out in his own apartment
so he decided to spend his day there. Kyoko toddled in the room and
seeing her brother's sad face climbed on his lap. Looking up at him
Kyoko planted a kiss on his nose. Mamoru had to smile.
"Mamo okay?", His sister asked with a smile and gazed at him with
her jade eyes.
"Yeah", he said nodding lazily. Kyoko grinned and hopped off his lap
to get her coat. "So you wanna go for a walk?" She nodded and Mamoru
got up to put his jacket on. Maeko came in to see that they were
leaving. Finally her son got up from his nest on the couch. She 
suspected Usagi had something to do with this. After all she didn't
think that she had ever heard someone growl whenever she mention
another person's name.
"Keep yourselves warm", Maeko said and smiled. "Have a good time you
two" Outside Kyoko explored the things around her. She pick flowers
and chased little squirrels. Mamoru smiled at the way she was 
captivated by everything. It reminded him of...Usagi. He wonder what 
she-
"NO! DON'T EAT THAT WORM KYOKO!" Mamoru lifted his sister from the 
ground before she could slip the worm in her mouth.
"No good?", she asked and he nodded no. Putting her down he went to 
tie his shoe. "USAGI!" He looked up to see Usagi in a blue trenchcoat
holding a bag. Her hair was down falling to her bottom. She looked
like an angel.
"Hi", He greeted her. They gazed at each other for a moment. 
"Mamo-chan I shouldn't have-"
"No, I was a jerk. Maybe I was too overprotective", Mamoru said and 
held out his hand. "Truce?"
"I glad that you're here to watch over me" Usagi smiled lovingly at 
him. "Truce" Their hands touched and warmth spread throughout Mamoru 
engulfing him. Suddenly amid the sunlight a warm, light rain began to 
fall. Kyoko put her hood on. Unfortunately Mamoru and Usagi didn't 
have hoods. It didn't bother Mamoru though. "Oh Mamo-chan, was Tokyo 
always so beautiful?" The rain and sunlight made the city look 
picturesque. It seemed so bright. He looked at her in the sunlight 
with her hair wet and an enchanting smile on her face. 
"You know what Usako? I think I've never seen you so beautiful", 
Mamoru said softly and she turned to him with a small smile 
on her pink lips. Her sea blue eyes glowed. It was at the tip of his 
tongue to say he loved her but knowing she'd never feel that way he 
kept his mouth closed. He was unaware that at the moment Usagi was 
thinking the same thing.
"Thank you Mamo-chan", She said and she somehow felt like she was
about to cry. "That's about the best compliment I've ever heard"
He took her hand for a moment and surprisingly she didn't let
go. It was perfect... Wrong again. As their lips began to
meet Mamoru felt a splash hit his leg. Apparently Kyoko had
decided that the best way to entertain herself was to kick
puddles of water...on her brother. Usagi began to crack up
seeing the Mamoru was in obvious disdain. "Bored Kyoko?"
The girl nodded and Mamoru picked his sister up.
"Maybe we should go home", Mamoru said seeing that his sister was
tired. "Do you wanna come over?" Usagi's smile fell from her face.
"Actually.... I have a date" His heart fell to his feet. "I'm
sorry" 
"No it's alright. Have fun okay?" Usagi smiled and waved goodbye.
Through his pain Mamoru managed to smile back. He wouldn't make
her feel bad. Her happiness meant the world to him even if it 
meant losing her to someone else.

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