Author’s notes: Kon Wa Minna! Ok here is my nice little
attempt at a song fic. It’s to a awesome song by The
Backstreet Boys! (Yea billie!) Called If You Knew What
I Knew. First time I heard it I thought Manga-1st season-
Mamoru. So I really have nothing more to say... Onto
the Show! Normal disclaimer, no lawsuit please!
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Title: If You Knew What I Knew
Author: Star
Rated: G


Usako.... Usako..... Usako, My little rabbit, Why do you do this
to me? Usako.

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7 am
Thinkin bout you
Wondering if the thoughts I’m feeling,
You’re feeling too.
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It happened again, There she was, looking so beautiful,
walking down the street, I couldn’t help myself, I did it
again, Usako.

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Like a newborn child,
Soft to the touch,
Baby, is it possible,
To love someone so much.
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I teased, I argued, I did the normal. If only she knew
what I knew. She’d know how I felt, Usako.

~~~~~~~~~l~~~~~~~@
I wish, I may,
I wish, I might,
Be that certain someone you wish for every night.
~~~~~~~~~l~~~~~~~@

She would know I loved her.... More than anyone
I’ve ever met.... I loved her so much more that
my own life, Usako.

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If you knew what I knew,
You wouldn’t say what you said,
If you knew what I knew,
We’d be together instead,
Of you breaking my heart,
All the things that aren’t true,
My lady,
My lady, yes my lady,
If you knew what I knew.
~~~~~~~~~l~~~~~~~@

I cry, She is the only one that has every made me
cry, Usako.

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Time passes by,
The only tears I cry,
Filled with disillusion,
Fears I have inside.
~~~~~~~~~l~~~~~~~@

I’m sleepless more now, The only dreams I have now are
of her, I only sleep to see her, Usako

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Like a lost soul,
I feel like I’m all alone,
All alone,
If only I could feel your pain,
Within you heart and soul.
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In my dreams I do things I could only dare of doing.
I hold her, I kiss her, I, well, in my dreams I love
her, Usako.

~~~~~~~~~l~~~~~~~@
I wish, I may,
I wish, I might,
Be that certain someone you wish for every night.
~~~~~~~~~l~~~~~~~@

I love her in the waking hours too, but I never can
show her, Usako.

~~~~~~~~~l~~~~~~~@
If you knew what I knew,
You wouldn’t say what you said,
If you knew what I knew,
We’d be together instead,
Of you breaking my heart,
All the things that aren’t true.
~~~~~~~~~l~~~~~~~@

One day I will, I will make her mine, Make her love me, Usako.

~~~~~~~~~l~~~~~~~@
My lady,
Yes, if you knew what I knew,
Than you wouldn’t have to go,
Away.
~~~~~~~~~l~~~~~~~@

When I do have her, When she knows, I will make sure I
never will let her go, Usako.

~~~~~~~~~l~~~~~~~@
I f you knew what I knew,
Than you would be here,
To stay right by my side,
Always.
~~~~~~~~~l~~~~~~~@

I told myself, That I will screw down my pride and just
grab the girl, but would she ever let me, Usako.

~~~~~~~~~l~~~~~~~@
If you knew what I knew,
You wouldn’t say what you said,
If you knew what I knew,
We’d be together instead,
Of you breaking my heart,
All the things that aren’t true,
My lady,
My lady, yes my lady.
~~~~~~~~~l~~~~~~~@

Will she ever know that I love her, Will she ever love me back?
All I know is I love my little Rabbit, And nothing will ever keep
me from loving her, Usako.

~~~~~~~~~l~~~~~~~@
Girl if you knew,
Say what you’ve said,
If you knew what I knew my baby,
We would be together instead.
~~~~~~~~~l~~~~~~~@

I love her, I really do love her, Usako.

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Author’s notes: Yeah I know, more song that story,
But that was the point, Just a short Mamo-chan though!
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Ja Ne!
~Star