Hey SM fans!! What's up?? Well, my name is Nicole Smith , and thanks to my friend Sarah, better known as Sailor Peace (P.S. go read her fanfics!! They rule!!) I am now a moonie. Yes I am now a genuine Sailor Moon fan !! I love writing just as much as reading. Since I write about everything else I figure I'll give a shot at this. Please email at aj@alaweb.com s and let me know what you think! I really need your opinions to I know if I should keep writing. I tend to post 2 chapters at a time. I am not sure how long I am going to continue this story. That all depends on you guys. So if you like it... want more of it. ... Email me!! Tell me what you want to see happen & we'll see how it affects my writing. If I do use an idea I will be sure to give credit! Thanks & I hope you enjoy!!!!!! Nicole (Midnight Angel) Disclaimer: I do not own Sailor Moon , but I am a HUGE fan! That's All guys! You know the drill!! "A Love Revealed" Dear Darien , Hey!! How are you? I'm ok I guess, late to school as always. Nothing new ; except I didn't bump into you. Actually, I haven't bumped into you at all in two weeks. At first I was happy, because I didn't have you to tease me, put me down, or point out all my faults. Then I found myself missing your comments , missing our fights , and even missing you . Friday I actually got up early to stand on the corner where we usually collide , hoping to run into you. You never came. Last night I decided to write you a letter. I was going to mail it to you , but I didn't have your address . The only thing I could think of was to ask Andrew to give it to you . I don't even know why I am writing you. Why do I care where you have been ? or how you are ? All you do is put me down , hurt my feelings , and shatter my dreams . But even after that . . . . . I care. If somethings wrong you can talk to me. Well, time to go have supper. Bye! Always, Serena Darien stood on his balcony rereading the letter in his mind. Closing his eyes as the wind tossled his hair he thought of Serena .' His wonderful , beautiful , loving Serena . Wait a minute . . . .since when was she HIS Serena ??? And wonderful?? Beautiful? And loving?!? What was I thinking ? This is Serena I'm talking about . Since when was she anything other than airheaded , klutzy , and stubborn ?I must really be tired !' Thinking this Darien walked back into his apartment closing the door to the fresh night air , and all thoughts of Serena; except for one lingering thought. 'She is kinda cute..' With a shy smile he laid down to sleep a dreamless sleep. ~ 6am Monday ~ Darien woke up to another haunting nightmare, luckily this time he slept longer than usual . "Well , at least I managed to sleep till 6 today." Flipping through his study sheets he came across Serena's letter. "Maybe I should write her back." Putting his notes down he picked up a piece of paper. Starring at the paper he tried to think of what to write. After a bit he began to get angry.He had been sitting on his couch almost an hour trying to think of what to say.' Why is this so hard ??' (Maybe cause you like her!)"No! No way could I like HER! She is just a little klutzy 15 year old girl with the biggest blue eyes, golden silk like hair, and a gorgeous smile that. . . " (See!! You do like her!?) "No! I do not , I am just tired!!" (Then why are you having such a hard time writing a simple letter??) "Why am I waisting my time I this letter when I should be studying? Maybe I can finally get her out of my hair, or should I said me out of her hair??" (But do you really want that??) "Yes I do! I think . . . . . . of course I do.." Focusing again angrily on the letter he began to write harsh words easily this time as he began to think of all the times she whined, ran into him, klutzed out, or hit him with her shoes or test papers. ~ 3:30 pm Monday ~ Skipping into the arcade happy that for once she didn't get detention Serena quickly searched the arcade for a familiar head of raven black hair and midnight blue eyes she loved so much to hate. It wasn't that she really hated him... only the way he was. Not seeing the familiar grin anywhere she shrugged it off , and plopped onto a stool at the bar right in front of a smiling Andrew. "Hey Andrew!!" Serena said cheerfully her bright eyes and smile bringing an even brighter one to Andrew's face. "Hey Serena!!" Andrew said a gave her a wink with a sly smile. "What are you up to?? You're acting kinda funny." She said giving him a curious look, "You've looking at my kinda strange...." Serena gave him a quizical look in curiousity. "Well....." he said grinning from ear to ear making her wait "WHAT!?!?!?!" she asked impatiently. "There is something going on between you and Darien,isn't there??" he accused watching her face as her eyes grew big in shock at his question. Only smiling wider he leaned forward to continue." I've seen you come in here everyday, stopping at the doorway with your eyes full of hope searching the room for him. Then when he's not here you get a saddend look on your face only to trudge over to the counter, order an even bigger sundae than usual , hardly speak except to ask about him , and then leave without even finishing your sundae! This is not the cheery, smiling Serena I know. So what's wrong??" "Well... I wrote Darien this letter, and I asked him to write me back. I know it's only been two days, but I don't think he is going to write me back." She sighed resting her chin in her hands. Andrew reached in his pocket fumbling to get something out , and then grinning , he waved the letter in the petite girls face. "You mean this letter? " he boasted. Serena looked up with bright shinning eyes full of hope. "For me??" she asked blushing slightly. At the extention of his arm sat a neatly folded letter in his hand.With a nod of his head he smiled brightly back at the girl. 'She truly is something.. if I didn't think of her so much like a sister , and be with Rita , Darien might have had a bit of competition. You better do what's right Darien... gods I pray you do!' Fidgetting happily in her seat as she slowly tore open the letter reading its contents. At every word she read her heart sank lower, and lower, breaking at ever line her eyes began to fill with tears. Seeing her once happy face turning to be the saddest he'd ever seen he asked her what was wrong. Serena didn't him though. She just kept reading the letter. Finishing the letter she dropped it on the counter, leaving her seat , and storming out of the arcade. 'I have to get away from here.. I can't let anyone see me like this.' With that thought she headed for her secret place in the park. 'How could he say those cruel things??' crying she ran as fast as she could to get away. Back at the arcade Andrew watched in confusion at the trail of tears on the counter the little meatball headed girl had left behind. He eyed the letter a minute before picking it up. "Can't let a little kid get a hold of this... it's private.Maybe I should read it.. see what made her so upset.' Opening the letter he began to see what was wrong. Meatball Head, I would ask how you are , but I really don't care. Why did you even write me a letter?? I should shoot Andrew for even giving it to me. Why do you care where I have been? As much pleasure as I get telling you what a klutz , and a ditz you are , I have better things to do. Since you miss hearing what I think so much I'll let you know right now what I think. I think you are a meatball headed, klutz, blonde ditz of a little girl. I laugh to think you'll ever get a B most less an A on anything in school.I hold more intelligence in my pinky than you do your entire head. That's almost as funny as thinking that you will ever have a boyfriend. A guy would have to be crazy, not to mention blind to want to be with you. All you ever do is whine, cry, run around running people over not watching where you go , eat like a selfish pig, and avoid doing anything that means work. A guy would get killed walking anywhere near you. Face it Odango, you're no beautiful princess. You're not even an ugly one. I do not like you,not now,and never will. My life would be a lot better without you in it , and the last two weeks of not being knocked over by you, hit with your shoes and test papers, of bothered by your whining have been great! I hope to keep it that way. Goodbye. Darien ~~ Andrew ~~ 'Wow!' he thought,'no wonder she stormed out of here in tears like that. I would of too if the person I cared for said that to me.' Just as Andrew finished this thought low and behold who walks in. Darien walked in with a bright smile on his face, and walked happily over to the counter to sit , and chat with Andrew. "Hey Andrew!" he smiled "What's up??" Andrew looked at him angrily for a moment with dark eyes, and asked him hurtfully "How could you??!??!" "How could I what!??!" Darien asked a bit confused by his question, taking a small step back.He had never seen Andrew so mad. He wondered what he had done. "Darien , you are so cold hearted!" he spat angrily, "How could you write that letter to Serena?!?" throwing the letter at him. Catching the letter Darien looked at him sadly not saying a word, and Andrew continued, "I know you've said some mean things to her before, but that was cruel! Why do you hate her?? How could anyone hate Serena?? She is so sweet, happy, cheery, full of life, energy, and compassion. Surely even a cold hearted guy like you can see that." " I.... I don't ha.... HATE her.." Darien stuttered as he held back tears, thinking of what he had done broke his heart. Not to mention the thougt of how Serena was after she had read it. Before he could say anything else Andrew cut in. "Yeah, well you sure act like it! Do you know how much you hurt her> You just cruelly told her you hate her , think she's stupid , a klutz , and ugly! You know just as well as I do that none of that is true!"taking a deep breath he continued. "I have seen the way you look at her when she is in here, and you think she isn't looking. Your eyes brighten up everytime she is near , and boy do you gawk. You come in here everyday at the same time to see her , and as soon as she leaves you're gone too. Don't tell me you don' t like her , because it is obvious you do! What I can't figure out is why you push her away , and hurt her so much by insults , when you could just as easily win her over the way you want by being charming , and telling her the sweet things I know you are afraid to say.If you keep pushing her away you might give up on you, and then all you have is me left. Is that what you really want?" Andrew gave him a stern curious look. Darien just looked at the floor as he headed out the door, "Later..." he called over his shoulder .As he walked out the door he headed towards the park. "I need to be alone and think. " he said as he walked off... End Ch.1!!! So what do you think???? Let me know!! I love LOVE LOVE email !!! Plus it helps me to decided what to write next. New chapter coming as soon as I get some email! Midnight Angel