Hi everyone!I'm back AGAIN.Bet you're getting tired of hearing from me huh?Anyways sorry but well I wanna get this new story out to y'all so you get hit me back with your comments.To warn you this is a serious story so if you're one of those people who can't handle it TURN BACK NOW!To everyone who wrote to me about my last story all I have to say is THANK YOU.Your support towards me is what keeps me writing.To Meriellen5 who has always been there for me and is like one of my family now,Thank you.To Twilight and Violet Ice who are wonderful writers and helped me out,Much Love to you.To Sailor Peace who was nice enough to recommend me in her author's notes,she also a very nice person.READ HER STORY,I gurantee you'll like it. I don't own SailorMoon,I wish I did....But I don't. < >=thinking PG-13 "Where there is love there is life." -Mahatma Gandhi "Love has no limits and no regrets." -Writer Unknown "Love gives naught but itself and takes naught but from itself. Love possesses not nor would it be possessed; For love is sufficient unto love." -Kahlil Gibran TEARS IN HEAVEN (Part one) BY: JLALA (jlynpinay@aol.com) Usagi Tsukino pushed her golden bangs out of her face as the wind blew them back. Usually she hated windy days but the summer's heat had made it almost unbearable to even walk outside. It was getting cooler today and she was grateful for that. Strolling down the street she didn't seem to notice or at least care that many men,young and old took notice of her. With long honey blonde hair and turquoise eyes that shone like two jewels it only seemed natural that they would. She had just come back from the library. The last place that she would have been caught in when she was a teenager. She was older now and college wasn't for lazy people. Usagi would have to straighten up or get kicked out. Walking into the local arcade and Ice Cream Parlor.She waved at the handsome man with sandy blonde hair who was wiping the counter. Her boyfriend Motoki Furuhata.Skipping over to him she leaned over the counter and kissed him on the lips. "Hey sweetie", he said and put he rag away."You're early" The two were on their way to have an early dinner. Usagi noticed that her boyfriend looked kind of tired, not to mention that his face seemed flushed. Her brow furrowed and she felt his forehead. "Motoki, are you feeling alright?"She asked concerned."You look sick" She jumped over the counter next to him and looked at his face. "I'm fine, I was just feeling a little dizzy this morning" He smiled and took out a medical book."I guess I've been studying too much" Motoki wrapped his masculine arms around her waist and she giggled feeling his warm breath near her ear. She turned and wrapped her own arms around his neck. "Maybe you should take a few days off", Usagi suggested."We can have a little vacation and since you haven't been feeling well lately I'll nurse you back to health" She was referring to Motoki's current headaches and tiredness. Not to mention the dizziness he told her about today. "Are you gonna wear one of those cute nurse uniforms?"Motoki inquired and their lips were inches away. The couple was oblivious to the fact that they were surrounded by children. Some were even gawking at them, most of them were girls jealous of the blonde goddess who was about to kiss Motoki. "Yeah, even the stupid white hat", she said and moved in closer to kiss her boyfriend- "Don't you guys have some other place to do that?" Usagi turned quickly to see a good-looking man with dark raven hair. She groaned and reluctantly let go of her boyfriend. "Haha Mamoru", she said."My boyfriend and I have to squeeze in some affection time. We both have been too busy lately to even get in a hug" Mamoru Chiba was her boyfriend's best friend. A little mysterious, in fact she had crush on him before. That was right before she had her second crush on Motoki.Mamoru was a cute guy, a 'hottie' in the words of her friend Minako.That was before she got to know him. The guy most of the time now got on her nerves. It always seemed like he had something up his ass. Motoki said he was a good guy though. "What do YOU want?" "I had to get my book back" Motoki handed his friend the thick book. "Also I wanted to give Motoki this." He put a medicine container with multi-colored pills in it. Usagi raised her eyebrows and Motoki stuffed them quickly in his apron. "What's that?"She asked suspiciously and Mamoru was surprised that his friend did not mention this. "I've been having trouble sleeping", he said to her."These are just some capsules to help me out" Motoki smiled at his girlfriend to reassure her."Can you get me my jacket in the back?" She shrugged and walked into the back room. "Why didn't you tell Usagi how bad your headaches are?"Mamoru inquired. Motoki had been having the worst migraines and in spite of his cool demeanor he was starting to worry. "She's been so stressed out about pulling her grades up that I don't want her to worry", Motoki answered."Don't tell her, okay?" "I don't know-", Mamoru said. "Please", he begged and seeing the pleading look on his face, Mamoru nodded hesitantly. Motoki put a finger to his lips."Mum's the word" ********************************************************************** "Isn't this place WONDERFUL?!" Usagi threw her arms up and spun around. Motoki laughed but caught her when she almost fell. The two had found a picturesque part of the park, right next to the lake. They had set up a picnic under a weeping willow. The place was practically secluded except for an occasional jogger. She dipped a foot in the water they went up to her boyfriend wrapping her slender arms around his neck. Quickly he spun her around and dipped her as their lips met in a passionate kiss. "Aren't they adorable?" An old woman said to her husband as they passed. Motoki and Usagi looked up from their position. They smiled at the elder couple. "A lovely couple", her husband agreed smiling kindly at them. "Such a stunning girl and a very attractive young man", the lady said. Motoki stood up straight and kissed the woman's hand."What a charmer" "I know", Usagi agreed as the couple walked away after waving good-bye. The two sat down watching the bright sun make the lake glow like ethereal jewel. She leaned against him and he kissed her neck. "One day Usagi I'm gonna get you a ring as bright as the sun", he promised and she snuggled closer to him smelling his spicy cologne. "And that will just be the engagement ring" "Are you planning on marrying me?"She asked coyly. Usagi looked into her boyfriend's eyes, they shone with love. Did she really know what love is? She was young, a mere nineteen but gazing at him somehow Usagi knew it was love or something more. "I'm planning to spend the rest of my life with you", he answered. "I love you", she said hoarsely trying to hold back the emotions that stirred in her. "Thank you for loving me", Motoki responded and held her tighter. "I don't just love you I ADORE you" ********************************************************************** "So what did you call me over here for?"Mamoru asked nonchalantly though he was dying to know what his friend was up to. Sitting on the couch Mamoru surveyed his friend's living room. It was fairly large with a comfortable couch and loveseat. A television and VCR was also in the room. On top of the TV was picture of him and Usagi. Mamoru thought of his best friend's girlfriend. She was pretty cute, in fact she was gorgeous. With her long legs and dazzling smile. But well it seemed as if she always had something stuck up her ass. Motoki came out of his room and placed a velvet box on his coffee table. "I wanted to show you this" Opening the box, he revealed a thin, gold band with a HUGE diamond on it. It shone like the sun. Actually more like a THOUSAND suns."What do you think?" "It's a beaut", he commented. It was radiant to be more accurate."This must have cost you a fortune" "It's all worth it", Motoki answered and the told his friend the big news."I'm gonna ask Usagi to marry me" "What?!", Mamoru said."You've got to be kidding. Have you even thought about this? It's a big commitment." Why was he so edgy? He should've been happy for Motoki instead he felt a sort ache inside his chest. "I'm sure of this Mamoru.I love her."Motoki said sincerely."I'm gonna asked her tommorrow" "Congratulations man" Mamoru patted his friend on the back. Somehow it seemed that he wasn't as happy as he should be. In fact it was kind of a feeling of sadness... ******************************************************************* The evening was warm and Usagi noticed that her boyfriend was getting sick. His skin was boiling hot and his face was an ashen gray. "Honey, maybe we should go home", she suggested to him but he refused. "No, it's alright" Motoki shook his head and held on to her tighter. "I'm just feeling a little tired. The arcade was packed." "You're running a fever, I can tell", Usagi voiced. It was getting dark in the streets of Tokyo and she was hoping that her boyfriend would give in to her request to go home.Glancing at him she saw that he was rubbing the side of his head. "Usa, I'll be okay" A shot of dizziness hit him and somehow he felt himself falling forward. Motoki heard his girlfriend's panicked yell. "Sweetie, are you alright?"She said and caught before he fell to the ground. Laying his head on her lap she wiped the sweat on his forehead. Tears began to sting her eyes. She would just her car and get him to a hospital. She got him up and held him to keep him from falling. The streets were empty so no one was there to help. Biting her lip to keep from crying in fear and frustration. Her car which was a metallic silver was parked on the sideway thankfully. Good thing they had decided to go out to dinner using her small car. Unlocking the door she placed her boyfriend gently into the seat and fasten his seatbelt. She jumped into her own seat in a flash. Motoki was coming to, she heard him groan and looked at him. "Usa, I'm so dizzy. What's wrong?"He asked and Usagi caressed his cheek. "I don't know", she said solemnly looking at his sickly face."Just rest baby" Usagi turned back to the front so that he wouldn't see the tears fall from her face. *********************************************************************** Usagi watched from a thick glass window as Motoki got his X-rays.The doctor said that the scan would give them an idea of what was going on. She had to go find a phone. Walking around the corner she saw an unused payphone. Her mind still brimmed with the picture of her lover's pale face. Small droplets fell from her face and she found her change purse. She didn't realize that her hand was shaking furiously. Suddenly the coins fell in the ground in loud clinking sounds. The tears began to blur her vision and as people passed by they looked at the girl in sympathy but no one helped. "Shit", she said under breath. Now was not the time to begin wailing. Picking up the correct change she dropped it in a the slot and pick up the reciever. It occurred to her quickly that she couldn't remember the phone number to Motoki's parents."Oh God, what kind of girlfriend am I?!" The tears began to fall faster. Quickly she dialed the first number that popped into her head. "Hello", Mamoru said from the reciever. Who would call him at ten o' clock? "Mamoru, it's me Usagi.Motoki's in the hospital" With that she burst into tears. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ So that's the first chapter which I hope desperately that you like. Please e-mail me. Please don't flame me! Anyways love ya! Bye!