*cheering loudly because she just found out she got accepted to the university* Oh, sorry. Got a little caught up there. Just so y'allknow, I do quote the Bible in this part, so I hope that doesn't offendanyone. (It goes along with the story too well!) *shrug* I never know these days... Other notes are at the bottom. Personal disclaimer: Don't eat too many M&M's while writing. It may affect the final outcome... *giggle* Regular disclaimer: If it were mine, I wouldn't be suffering through college, now would I? Strangers on a Train 4/? By Sailor Elysia [ely_chan@yahoo.com] Rating: G It was well after midnight, and for some reason, Serena couldn't sleep. She was in her old room, in her old bed surrounded by all her old things, but it didn't seem to comfort her. For the lastfew hours she had just been laying there, thinking about everything and nothing all at once. Sliding one arm behind her head, Serena stared at her ceiling and sighed, wondering why thoughts of Darien kept popping up in her mind. Her room was only separated from his by a thin wall, and yet it felt like he was right next to her. In all honesty, Serena didn't know what to think of her feelings for Darien. Their friendship was still very new and very fragile, and she wasn't exactly sure how to go about it. Their encounter earlierthat evening had been the first time she had been aware of Darien having any sort of feelings for her, if you could call it that. She likedhim, she knew that for a fact; how much was a different story. They had been strangers before, but now . . . she didn't know. No longer able to lie still in bed, Serena sat up, swung her legs over the edge, reached for her thick terry cloth robe and wrapped it around her. Her stocking feet padded softly across the carpet, and she slipped on her slippers before opening the door leading out to the balcony. The night air still had a bit of a chill to it, but it was nothing like the bitter wind that had blown through earlier. Serena snuggled deeper into her robe, watching as her warm breath mixed with the fog that hung low over the town. "Fancy finding you out here," a low voice came from behind her. Serena whirled around in surprise to find herself face to facewith Darien, bundled up much like she was. A small grin flitted across her lips. "You couldn't sleep either?" Darien shrugged. "Too much to think about, I suppose." He glanced at her, and noticed that her teeth were chattering. "You need something warmer than that old robe. Come here," he motioned, holding out part of his blanket to her. Serena took hold of the blanket gratefully, and snuggled into its warmth, oblivious of the fact that it was actually Darien's warmth that she was feeling. "I had forgotten how cold it got at night here," she whispered, and looked up at Darien, who was smiling down at her. Having Serena so close to him was doing funny things to his insides, but he didn't mind it one bit. Darien decided to take it one step further, andslipped his arms around her waist, pulling her to lean back against him,smiling triumphantly when she relaxed without saying a single word. This felt so . . . natural to him. Time could stop and the world could end in the next moment, but he wouldn't care as long as he could be right here . . . where he belonged. Serena pulled away, and gave Darien a small smile. "Mom's got a lot planned for tomorrow. You'll be amazed at how much food she makes for Christmas dinner." She poked him in the side. "Try to get some sleep, okay?" As she left his side and walked back into her bedroom, Darien could feel a distinct chill surround him, and he was sorry to lose her warmth. He leaned over the balcony and stared into the whiteness below him in silence. What was happening to him? He couldn't remember the last time he had been this open, where he could just be himself with anyone, least of all a stranger. But . . . he really couldn't call herthat anymore. Darien realized now that if he wanted to get any closer to Serena, it would involve opening up to her even more--and that meant opening the door to his troublesome past. Wonderful aromas from the kitchen wafted all through the house the morning of Christmas Eve. Serena awoke late in the morning and lay in her bed, staring at the ceiling and daydreaming about her family's Christmas traditions. With a sigh, she turned over on herside and stuffed a hand beneath her pillow. The memory of last night popped into her head, and she smiled sheepishly to herself. It wasn't until later--after she had gone back inside that Serena realized just how close she and Darien had been to each other. In a way her newfound feelings frightened her, but on the other hand, he welcomed the whole-heartedly. It had been a long time since Serena had felt like this towards anyone--not since her brother Ricky had scared her prom date half to death and she had vowed never to bring anyone to the house again. The ironic part was that she hadn't--until now. Rolling back over, Serena took another look at her alarm clock, and decided it was time to get out of bed. Besides, it was tradition every Christmas Eve for Serena to help her mother make the pies, not to mention she had to put some last minute touches on hergift for Darien. Nearly an hour later, Serena had just put one pie in the oven and was about to start on another when Darien walked into the kitchen, his hair still slightly tousled. "Hi," she said brightly, sprinkling flour on the counter so she could roll out the piecrust. "Did you get enough sleep?" Dariensmiled a little. "I don't think it's possible to ever get enough sleep. Heleaned on the counter and peeked over her shoulder. "What kind of pie are you making?" "The one in the oven is pumpkin. I'm making an apple one now, because I'm the only one in the family who won't eat pumpkin pie." With a laugh, Darien replied, "Looks like we have something else in common." Her eyes widened. "You're kidding. And to think that my family's made me suffer all these years because I refused to eatit." Serena laughed and turned to her mother. "See, Mom? I'm not weird after all!" Annie smiled and nodded briefly. She had been watching the entire exchange between the two of them very intently, and it didn't take her long to realize that there was definitely something going on. Perhaps it was time to intervene a little and help her daughter out. Glancing over the ingredients they had out on the counter, Annie remarked, "We're just about out of flour, Serena, and we've still got a lot to do. Would you mind running to the store to pick up some up for me?" "All right," Serena smiled. She took off her apron, draped it over a chair, grabbed the car keys from the table and went outside to warm up the car. Annie finished spooning the pumpkin filling into one of the piecrusts that was ready. "Darien, why don't you go with her? I'm sure she'd be grateful for the company." With a slight grin, he nodded and went outside to join Serena. Annie smiled to herself. This was going to be easier than she thought. Finally, all the cooking, cleaning and decorating was finished, and the family had gathered in the living room for their traditional reading of the Christmas story. Every seat in the living room was occupied, and Darien sat next to Serena on the loveseat because he didn't feel comfortablesitting anywhere else. His attention wandered as the family took turns reading out of the old family Bible, and he noticed that everyone else was snuggled together--all except him and Serena. But he also knew that to wish for anything more than friendship from her right now was impossible. So instead, he just sat back on his end of the sofa and listened contentedly to the story. There was a brief pause, then Annie, who had been the last one to read, looked over at Darien with a softened gaze and said, "Darien, would you like to read for us?" A shocked look registered on his face, and he stammered, "I--I don't know... I haven't--" A nudge in his side from Serena prompted him to take the book from Annie's outstretched hands, and he looked down at it, the words almost foreign to him. Serena pointed out where they had left off, and Darien beganto read. "And there were in the same country shepherds in the field, keeping watch over their flocks by night, and lo, an came upon them, and the glory of the Lord shone round about them, and they were sore afraid. And the angel said unto them, 'Fear not: for behold, I bringyou good tidings of great joy, which shall be unto all people. For untoyou is born this day in the city of David, a Saviour, which is Christ the Lord.' And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host praising God and saying, 'Glory to God in the highest, and on earth, peace and good will toward men.'" Darien looked up at the others who were all listening intently to him, and he found that he couldn't go on. The emotions surging inside him were too much to explain. For the first time in his lifethat he could remember, he knew what it was like to be part of a family. "Thank you, Darien," Serena whispered softly and took the book from him, so she could finish the rest of the story. After she finished the last few verses, the family members began talking, and one conversation turned into two and so on. One by one, they all stood up and left to go to bed. Serena and Darien were the last two out of the room, following her parents into the kitchen. Serena stopped and with a smile, held out a soft package wrapped in tissue paper to Darien. "I know this isn't much, but I want you to have this so you'll always remember your stay with us. I couldn't wait until tomorrow." Darien was surprised; it had been a long time since anyone had ever given him a real gift. He gratefully took the package from her hands, and delicately removed the tissue paper, which fell away to reveal a bright red fuzzy stocking, lined with soft plaid fabric. The best part wasthat his name was embroidered in dark green thread on the cuff of the stocking. Never had he owned something so beautiful before. Darien was absolutely speechless, and at that moment, all his pent-up emotions surged up inside of him, and years of unshed tears welled up in his eyes. "Thank you, Serena," he choked out. She smiled softly at him, but said nothing. Then Annie broke in and pointed out the obvious. "You two are standing under the mistletoe," she said cheerily. The two of them looked up and discovered she was right. Serena blushed bright red and Darien smiled sheepishly. There was no way out of it, not with Serena's mother standing there acting like a cheerleading squad. Handing the stocking to Annie to hold for a moment, Darien took a deep breath, then enclosed Serena in his embrace and leaned down to kiss her. As their lips touched, a jolt rushed them, notunlike the jolt they had first felt when they had shaken hands the first dayon the train. Serena melted into his arms, and was enjoying every moment of this. She had secretly hoped that they would get caught under the mistletoe while they were here, and her wish had finally come true. It was like pure sweet heaven, and this was one moment she didn't want to end. But like all good things, it had to come to an end, just seconds after it had begun. They pulled away; Serena still blushing bright red and Darien still had that quirky grin on his face. But something had changed in those few seconds. No longer could they call themselves strangers, no matter how hard they tried to deny it. Serena was already out on the balcony, deep in thought by the time Darien joined her. Everything that had happened earlier was swimming around in her head, especially the 'mistletoe incident,' as she had come to call it. Her mother seemed to be up to something, that much she was sure of. Serena knew her too well to think otherwise. Hearing footsteps behind her, Serena whirled around and found a somber-looking Darien staring back at her, wrapped in the same blanket from the night before. "Are you all right?" she asked worriedly, the expression on his face troubled her slightly. A boyish grin flickered across his face. "I'm fine. I was just . . .thinking." "Oh. We both seem to be doing a lot of that lately, don't we?" Serena mumbled. What was the matter with her? She had never felt this awkward around anyone before, but then she also realized that she hadn't ever felt like this towards anyone either. Serena's thoughts came to a halt as Darien took her hand in his, and he looked into her eyes. "Serena, I can't thank you enoughfor tonight, for everything, really. You have changed my life in a waythat I never thought possible." Puzzled, she asked, "Why do you say that?" If she had been confused before, now she was even more so. Darien turned away from Serena and gripped the railing of the balcony tightly. "I told you alittle about my childhood before, but I didn't tell you everything." His head lowered, struggling to recall the memories, both good and bad. "I've been in and out of orphanages and foster homes nearly all my life. I was often on my own, and I didn't make too many friends with the other children there. The thing I remember most was the hurtI felt with other people came looking to adopt a child. They always wanted the little babies and toddlers; hardly a second glance was given to us older children. "That was when the board at the orphanage decided to put a few of the older children into foster homes, and I was one of them. Right away, it turned out to be a disaster. I was passed from home to home with the response, 'he just didn't work out.' I wasn't a troublemaker, I just didn't fit in anywhere. I don't remember the Christmases that were spent in those homes, except for when I was nine years old. That year, my foster mother gave me a gift that I have treasured ever since." Tears began to well up in Darien's eyes again. "It was a small porcelain ornament of an angel reaching out to a little child, but whatI remember most was what she told me when she gave it to me. She said, 'You may not have your mother here with you now, but just remember, there's always someone watching out for you.' I have never forgotten that moment, and even when I got older and was alone again, just looking at that ornament and thinking of her words gave me alittle hope." Turning back to face Serena, he noticed that she too had tears streaming down her cheeks. "That's why I appreciate your gift so much, Serena," he continued, his voice cracking with emotion. "Being with your family these past few days has been the greatest gift in the world." Without a single word, Serena wrapped her arms around Darien, holding him tenderly like she would a little child. The two of them stood like that for a while, letting the silent whiteness of thenight envelop them. A thought suddenly popped into Darien's head. "Serena, I didn't get you anything in return. All of this happened so fast, andif I had known--" Her hand over his mouth silenced him, and Serena spoke before her could interrupt. "Darien, don't give it another thought. Just having you here, being able to be a part of your life has been morethan enough for me." She pulled her hand away. "I prefer the giving rather than the getting, anyway." Darien's eyes lit up, and he grinned wryly at her. "Actually, I think I do have something to give you." Her hands flew to her hips, and she raised an eyebrow. "Darien Wilkinson, I told you, I don't want--" Before she could finish telling him off, his lips had closedover hers in a warm and tender kiss. Shocked at first, she just stoodthere, lost in the moment. But slowly, her hands snaked their way up and around his neck, pulling his body closer to her own and causing him to deepen the kiss even more. Finally, they broke away, and they stared at each other silently, trying to believe what had just happened really did happen. Darien spoke up first. "Did you mind getting that gift?" Her cheeks flamed bright red. "I..." she sputtered, and trailed off. Then she ducked her head, and nodded slightly. Leaning closer to him, she whispered, "It's getting late, and I have every intention of keepingthe tradition of waking the entire household bright and early tomorrow morning." Standing on her tiptoes, Serena leaned up and kissed Darien fully on the lips again, although not quite as long as the first time. "Merry Christmas, Darien. Sweet dreams." A goofy grin appeared on his face as she walked back into her room. For him, there would be some very sweet dreams indeed. ^_^ Most of you have been waiting for that, ne? Don't try to deny it,I know the truth... I'm letting you know my excuses now so you won't have any reason to get angry with me when I tell you why I haven't written the next part and may not do so for a while. I have a huge amount of schoolwork that I'm trying to finish. This is my last semester in junior college and I'm pushing myself tothe limit so I can graduate. Also, I have some things going on in my personal life that need attention. January is one of those monthswhere everything seems to be going wrong. o_O --What, no social life? *laughs* In case you didn't realize it, being a fanfic writer is all the social life I have time for! Everyoneon the smrff list should know that by now... I appreciate all my friends, and everything that you guys do for me. You are the ones who keep me uplifted, and I'll never be able to thank you enough for all thatyou do. ^_~ So until the next chapter, ja ne minna! Sailor Elysia January 2000